I’m not the most attractive guy…
Certainly not the smartest.
I’ve never been able to hold down a relationship longer than my longest vacation.
I am 23 years young today.
I am honest.
I am not a Superman.
But i am a Clark Kent.
Today i reflect on my flaws and shortcomings humbly.
It all makes me who i am and..
I am proud
Because I am a friend.
I am a human being.
I am each breath and each thought taken before hoping for something good to happen
Only to see it not happen.
I am Atrum.
And all that means is that i fuck up and keep fighting and i’m okay with that.
And that’s something to be celebrated.
Here’s to the ideals that make me a man.
Mapped out for years, i had an undercover plan.
so i’ll fan
the flames and raise the fire
i’ll watch it rise forever higher
and i will not tire
i’ve become something of fiction
for minding my manners and diction
I’m always surprised when i hear women swallow their pride and tell me they find me very attractive. I think half of it is because I don’t care about my face. I strive for improvement through learning as much as i can and improving my art. How i look and carry myself are just lovely reflections of my intelligence level. I think my Europe 2014 trip will help me improve even more. I plan on writing the second book abroad.
I know I’m shit with girls. But i also know like everything else, I will improve. I’ve taken many W’s and enough L’s for it to hurt and want me to be better. I’ve improved this week for suuuure. My views expand and focus as i learn more. Right now i think sex is just sex but if I want them in my life for a long time then I will put more effort into the sex and their needs to be a friendship base there. I think a friendship that grows into romance is not a means to an end. If you fuck someone it is for one of two reasons. Either you want it to turn into something later down the road or you don’t and they mean nothing to ya. Honest opinion after observing.
You never know how someone’s day is going and sometimes you just don’t want to talk about it. You don’t have to. Just listen; This music video is 24 hours long and is all about happiness and no judgment. Just Good Vibes. Have a great night, WordPressers. :) http://24hoursofhappy.com/
This is what i woke up to in the beautiful city of Toronto. I love staying over friends’ houses. It is always a treat. Lawn chairs, balconies; beer. Conversation. Happiness.